Dust fell from Manny’s January hair, as Jennifer scolded him, “You’re too old for this Pop. You’ve only been out what, a week?” Armed with a sewing needle, Jennifer attacked the small piece of house buried deep in Manny’s plump pruned index. “Don’t you go forgettin’ who’s the parent and who’s the child.”
“Well maybe if you acted like one.” With pride, Jennifer grinned and raised the splinter to his eye. William misjudged the top step and stumbled through the cellar door. Regaining his balance, he said. “Nothing down there Pop, I looked everywhere.”
“You just stay outta there! Nothin’ good’s down ‘ere anyway.”
“But Pop, you said…”
“I said, I’ll tend to the damn rat! You just stay outta there!” Coughing, Manny lifted a trembling hand to his dry lips. He glanced as his hand and lowered it to his hip, wiping a small amount of blood on his trousers.
“There’s no rat Pop,” Jennifer said, “never has been.”
Manny’s eyes narrowed as he glared at the cellar door. Jennifer got up from the table and pushed her chair in. She walked to the sink and filled it with warm water and dish soap. William stood next to her with a towel drying each dish she washed. Manny sat at the table and listened as they reminisced about their years as children in that house, about dish duty, about their mother. To Jennifer, he said, “Take some of those vegetables home for the kids,”
“Sure Pop.”
Four trips to the hospital in six months had Manny’s children suggesting that he move to a nursing home, but Manny refused. He had lived in this house all of his life and was prepared to die within its walls. Manny and Mable, his wife of 53 years, had turned it into a boarding house after Manny’s father passed away in 1957. For 11 years, this hole in the wall boarding house thrived. Manny often boasted that Elvis Presley, the king of rock and roll himself, had even slept under this roof.
Throughout the sixties, many soldiers had called this place home for a night or two while passing through. Including Leroy Paxton, an Army sergeant returning home from Vietnam in the summer of 1968. Sgt. Paxton was on his way back home to California, and had paid in advance for two nights. When the third day came, still unable to make arrangements to take the train home, he announced that he would be staying another week. During his stay, he had grown fond of Mable and while Manny was tending the garden on the eighth day, he asked her to leave with him. When Mable refused, Paxton became furious, he spat in her face and shoved her to the ground. After forcing himself on her, he gathered his belongings and left the house.
Manny found Mable sobbing amid her torn clothing and asked her what had happened. Mable didn’t say a word. Manny closed the doors to the boarding house for good and got a job at a local automobile factory. For two and a half years he came home and found Mable in the same rocking chair in front of the same window, just as mute as the day before.
One cold and snowy November evening, Manny was shaking the snow off of his hair and kicking his boots off on the porch when he smelled soup. Sure enough, Mable was in her rocking chair, but on the stove was a hot kettle of chicken soup. That night while climbing into bed, Mable said, “Let’s have a baby.” Manny stared at her, his mouth hung open. Pondering this question, he cocked his head to the side slightly like a dog. Is this really what she had been thinking about all this time? “I mean we are getting a little old,” she continued. “If we are going to start a family we better start one now.” At 33, Manny hadn’t even thought about it, and they hadn’t discussed this subject since they were children themselves. “I would like at least one boy and one girl,” Mable carried on. Manny’s once mute wife seemed now to be a font of conversation, but still Manny had nothing. “Could we just keep trying until we have at least one of each?” Mable babbled on like a school girl. Manny couldn’t believe the light that now passed through her eyes. His wife, stolen from him by an act of lust and hatred, was now returned seemingly unscathed. It was as if nothing had ever happened, like she went out to the garden and then came back in. Nine months later, In August of 1971 they welcomed William Trevor Mason into the world, followed by Jennifer a mere 14 months later. Mable passed away just before Jennifer’s 37th birthday, she and Manny never spoke about what happened in the summer of 1968.
Manny woke to the sounds of Jeopardy, and further away, the rat. He crouched by the basement door and listened to the shuffling. A loud crash that could only be Manny’s large tool chest being tipped over, almost knocked him to the floor. Manny descended the stairs as fast as he could. He screamed, “God damned Rat, I’ll kill ya, you sonofabitch!” When he reached the bottom of the stairs he saw Jennifer helping William stand up, while William brushed some bits of wall from his shirt. His tool chest was on its side and had loosed some bricks and mortar from the wall as it fell. “I thought I told youse to stay outta here.”
“Pop, we gotta go through all this junk at some point.” William began.
“You ain’t gotta do shit, this is still my house and I said stay outta here.”
William grabbed the wall to steady himself, but grabbed more of the loose bricks knocking more out of the wall. “Holy shit, Willie what is that?” Jennifer asked. Manny slumped against the wall, sat on the stairs, and began to cry. His two adult children stared into the hole in the wall at what remained of Sgt. Leroy Paxton, his identity betrayed by his dog tags that lay in front of his fleshless sternum as the chain hung from his spinal cord.
“I knew what he did to your mother, so I found him, and I killed him.” Manny confessed. His children still stunned at what lay before their eyes said nothing. “Before you were born he stayed here, he stayed here, and he raped your mother. He fled to the bus station, but I found him first. I watched the life leave his eyes as I choked it out of him and I buried him behind that wall. Your mother never knew, these walls are good at holding secrets.”
“Oh my God Pop,” Jennifer started. She and William exchanged a look. They were both thinking the same thing.
“Pop, why did you kill the baby?” William asked.
“What’re you talking about boy, what baby?”
Cradled in the arms of Sgt. Leroy Paxton was another skeleton, just as complete only smaller. Manny sobbed at the sight of the small skull nestled against the larger humerus. These walls are good at holding secrets.